I can't stop

Cannot stop thinking... WHy? i dunnoe y. i just keep thinking n thinking.. i m not getting the ans. i dunnoe y it has being 6month. y does it feel the same as b4? y izzit so many y tat i could not ans. y izzit tat i m the 1 in fault? y must thing turn out like tat? i wish there would be a better advice den just looking at 1 point of view. i m lost n confused. it so unfair. who will understand? nobody, even your close 1 will not understand. y cannot thing turn out nicely. y m i like tat? i hate myself.. really i do.. it make me feel the casue r all done by me.