The call!
Was talking to a frenz of my today, i feel kind of bad letting him know thing n end up having him to had bad day. sry dude. We share our problem n nv come out with any solution at all. ha! He suddenly come n ask me this question (r u still holding on? u can tahan huh?) which kept me thinking n i dun really no3 how to ans him, but i guess he feel wat i felt 2. I dunnoe why, but somehow another i feel hurt when i see his blog n the link, i felt the OUCH in me which strike me to relate to someone. ARH! today he seem moody now it seem tat i m moody 2.lolx certain thing just flashblack, zzzz, somehow i wish i could hear stuff rather den kept in suspend. At time it seem so nice, at time it seem so cold, at time when u wan some 1 to be there but u r afraid to ask, afraid to get rejected, afraid to do it cause u no3 u only stand a small percentage of having it rather den a YES. But u no3 at the end of the day, it will be just a temporary thing. It being quite awhile, i stopped at time n ask myself thing i really wan for my own future, the more think the more i feel it seem so hard, do i wan a simple lifestyle? or a diff kind. But when this question strike me, it somehow link me to her, maybe it cause we always shop at furniture n planned stuff tat we wish to have, well most of the thing is she plan de, ha! cause i quite like the style 2. Somehow another i just feel tat i m lost again. dunnoe y this feeling flew back to me. Is it because i m an emotional person? or is it i simply cannot forget thing? i dun wish to leave thing unsettle nor leave it unsaid, well maybe it is best not to speak anything at all, cause u nv no3 wat u say might hear the other party. I think i always do tat, pple around me always seem to get hurt by wat i say. ops sry. My other side of bro will ask me, nv post your emo bloG? lolx.. I guess blog r for pple to express their feeling be it a happy or sad one.
Sometime i dun even wish to bother about it, i just wanna avoid thing, but i dun seem to be like a person tat will avoid thing n just leave it unsaid, although i trying to do tat, it just feel weird man. Diff pple got diff way of expressing themselves, some keep it slience while others just a fuss out of it.
(It is unfair? have u ask yourself this question? do u feel better of this way? or maybe it just best to leave it n dun bother about it. Or even.......................................) i dunnoe, tat wat i always heard from guys which include myself..
Was talking to a frenz of my today, i feel kind of bad letting him know thing n end up having him to had bad day. sry dude. We share our problem n nv come out with any solution at all. ha! He suddenly come n ask me this question (r u still holding on? u can tahan huh?) which kept me thinking n i dun really no3 how to ans him, but i guess he feel wat i felt 2. I dunnoe why, but somehow another i feel hurt when i see his blog n the link, i felt the OUCH in me which strike me to relate to someone. ARH! today he seem moody now it seem tat i m moody 2.lolx certain thing just flashblack, zzzz, somehow i wish i could hear stuff rather den kept in suspend. At time it seem so nice, at time it seem so cold, at time when u wan some 1 to be there but u r afraid to ask, afraid to get rejected, afraid to do it cause u no3 u only stand a small percentage of having it rather den a YES. But u no3 at the end of the day, it will be just a temporary thing. It being quite awhile, i stopped at time n ask myself thing i really wan for my own future, the more think the more i feel it seem so hard, do i wan a simple lifestyle? or a diff kind. But when this question strike me, it somehow link me to her, maybe it cause we always shop at furniture n planned stuff tat we wish to have, well most of the thing is she plan de, ha! cause i quite like the style 2. Somehow another i just feel tat i m lost again. dunnoe y this feeling flew back to me. Is it because i m an emotional person? or is it i simply cannot forget thing? i dun wish to leave thing unsettle nor leave it unsaid, well maybe it is best not to speak anything at all, cause u nv no3 wat u say might hear the other party. I think i always do tat, pple around me always seem to get hurt by wat i say. ops sry. My other side of bro will ask me, nv post your emo bloG? lolx.. I guess blog r for pple to express their feeling be it a happy or sad one.
Sometime i dun even wish to bother about it, i just wanna avoid thing, but i dun seem to be like a person tat will avoid thing n just leave it unsaid, although i trying to do tat, it just feel weird man. Diff pple got diff way of expressing themselves, some keep it slience while others just a fuss out of it.
(It is unfair? have u ask yourself this question? do u feel better of this way? or maybe it just best to leave it n dun bother about it. Or even.......................................) i dunnoe, tat wat i always heard from guys which include myself..
posted by Henry at 12:33 PM
1 Comments:
tts life my fren.....challenges come in all forms...
tis might be one of it..... somehow somewhere... u still hafta face it.....
wadever e case...
just do so w/o regrets...
n u will feel better...!
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