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Maybe i have make up my choice, maybe i have not.. Me myself also dunnoe. There seem to be little words coming out from her, which make me dunnoe to think of wat. I have been thinking alot, thinking of stuff, why is she like tat n how come leh? But i dun blame her for all this also.. lolx.. Not her fault wat, it is me myself wanna think so much rite? i could have simply enjoy my life without thinking all this, hack care everything n just continue with wat i have, but somehow another i cannot, dun ask me y, i really cannot, i just dun wanna regret wat i do, i dun wan later i do something, den i regret i nv make an effort to do so in the past. haha.. maybe i think too much le ba. Maybe we r just like tat ba. i asked myself to go for it 1 more time, but it was kind of cold when i speak up so many thing. i received nothing, really nothing, none of my question was ans but only thing i got is to tell her how i feel..lolx.. Nah i dunnoe wat she wan ba, she feel better keeping thing to herself ma.. yeah so i guess i just have to do wat she feel ba..haha.. maybe i m assuming thing ba. wat i can say is, it feel much more better to drop a few tear rather den keep it inside.. haz.. i hope the chapter is not closed yet.. Forget it, once a person wan to avoid thing, they will always avoid no matter wat. i just have to run away!!