Confuse part 2!

Saturday was a wonderful nite for me, i did have fun, laughter n joy. after so many days, but when the nite come, everything is like back to normal. I keep asking myself some question n i find tat i could not ans but i m so confuse, i dunnoe wat the other party thinking, i nv get to no3. nvm. although i really wish to no3 but somehow there seem to be certain thing tat when a person dun wish to say, they will not tell u. so yeah, Pls tell me can? Nvm i dun think u will say till something happen ba. Kind of sianz, tml start sch le. project up n after tat NS here i come.. lolx.. i guess all of us received the letter le ba. Omg i cannot imagine i goin in so sooN!!! lolx.. My sching life gonna end like in a few month.. wah den i got more GAY buddy.. lolx. cool. I hate talkin to wall, the wall always dun reply 1.. Z_z Bottom up all the feeling will just make u worst n u will break down eventually. I m so confuse!!! can some 1 direct me? lolx..