What a nite..
It first started out with a blue morning.. N ended up with a sad n hurting nite..
The day was fine, watching tv with grandma, she was telling me the story n so & so.. i did some work out n till like 5plus when kuma call for dinner.. It has being a long time since we come katong, well i guess more pple no3 wat katong is favour for rite? Laksha lor... Yeah we sit down n talk n eat, Damn it, as usual i was late, n i have to pay for their meal..zZzzZZz.. Nvm it okie.. Den we head down to Parkway, wanted to play a pool but mok dun wanna, so we end up doing nothing, basically was just walking around. As we walk, suddenly something hit my mind, a song, it is a song tat i n her heard during the train ride, damn it i wanted to type it out but somehow i forgotten,fuck.. yeah, suddenly picture start to flash up, it was like the moment i n her in the train n wat happen during tat day. I Miss Her, i gotta admit. My mood was like 360degree change, changing to some1 very quiet. I dunnoe how is she, i dunnoe how is she doing,
whether is she fine?
is she having stress still?
did she skip her lunch cause her work was too bz?
did she cried because she left me?
did she regret?
is there any chances for us?
is she still having glastric?
will she still smile?
has she tot of me?
has she miss me?
does she still love me?
wat i m i now in her heart?
does her heartbreak?
hows her sch work?
did she study? cause her exam r next week!
So many thing yet i have no ans to it. I could not stop thinking suddenly. i feel so blank, IMF is here, she must be bz. Tml she is sching. My world still have her. wat can i do? I feel so cold, so lonely suddenly, no mood to do anything, feel like calling her n ask her all those question. This hr she is asleep, tml she has work. so better not disturb. MSN is down. Sunday is her bday. i really hate this feeling, it being a long time ever since i have this feeling, it was like 4 year ago since i hate this feeling, but this time is much more diff, the pain is like losing some1 in the world, it is like tat some 1 is gone n u have got no chance to see her. The more u wanna protect her, the worst u get, cause u end up hurting yourself the most. Pple say move on, yeah true, but when it is your turn, it is hard to move on. I guess it is another slpless nite again.
I hope u r fine. Tell me the truth when the time come, i just wanna no3 it. Just so many thing happen, 1 after another. Take care of yourself, do see a doctor if u r not well, u r not as strong as u think, med may be bitter but it will help as time goes by. How your mum? is she still fine? haiz..sigh.. Look on the bright side henry!!!! Z_z bored, omg my throat was like f, n i still smoke.. zzzz.. The pain in the throat is nothing to the heart.. SIGH.......................................... Feel much more better after blogging... yeah... Cya denz..
DO U NO3 I M VERY WORRY ABOUT U... MISSES U MAN, E HUG, THE 1 LINE SMILE, THE ROUND N CUBBY SIDE OF U, JUST ANYTHING. SRY, I REALISE MY MISTAKE, MY MISTAKE OF GIVING U EMPTY PROMISES, PROMISES TAT I BROKE, PROMISES TAT NV SEEN TO BE APPEARING. I M JUST A LIAR... BUT I NV LIAR TO U THIS, MY FEELING FOR U R TRUE, N YEAH TILL U DROP ME. WHICH I DUN THINK U HAVE!! R U WAITING FOR ME? SIGH............................................
It first started out with a blue morning.. N ended up with a sad n hurting nite..
The day was fine, watching tv with grandma, she was telling me the story n so & so.. i did some work out n till like 5plus when kuma call for dinner.. It has being a long time since we come katong, well i guess more pple no3 wat katong is favour for rite? Laksha lor... Yeah we sit down n talk n eat, Damn it, as usual i was late, n i have to pay for their meal..zZzzZZz.. Nvm it okie.. Den we head down to Parkway, wanted to play a pool but mok dun wanna, so we end up doing nothing, basically was just walking around. As we walk, suddenly something hit my mind, a song, it is a song tat i n her heard during the train ride, damn it i wanted to type it out but somehow i forgotten,fuck.. yeah, suddenly picture start to flash up, it was like the moment i n her in the train n wat happen during tat day. I Miss Her, i gotta admit. My mood was like 360degree change, changing to some1 very quiet. I dunnoe how is she, i dunnoe how is she doing,
whether is she fine?
is she having stress still?
did she skip her lunch cause her work was too bz?
did she cried because she left me?
did she regret?
is there any chances for us?
is she still having glastric?
will she still smile?
has she tot of me?
has she miss me?
does she still love me?
wat i m i now in her heart?
does her heartbreak?
hows her sch work?
did she study? cause her exam r next week!
So many thing yet i have no ans to it. I could not stop thinking suddenly. i feel so blank, IMF is here, she must be bz. Tml she is sching. My world still have her. wat can i do? I feel so cold, so lonely suddenly, no mood to do anything, feel like calling her n ask her all those question. This hr she is asleep, tml she has work. so better not disturb. MSN is down. Sunday is her bday. i really hate this feeling, it being a long time ever since i have this feeling, it was like 4 year ago since i hate this feeling, but this time is much more diff, the pain is like losing some1 in the world, it is like tat some 1 is gone n u have got no chance to see her. The more u wanna protect her, the worst u get, cause u end up hurting yourself the most. Pple say move on, yeah true, but when it is your turn, it is hard to move on. I guess it is another slpless nite again.
I hope u r fine. Tell me the truth when the time come, i just wanna no3 it. Just so many thing happen, 1 after another. Take care of yourself, do see a doctor if u r not well, u r not as strong as u think, med may be bitter but it will help as time goes by. How your mum? is she still fine? haiz..sigh.. Look on the bright side henry!!!! Z_z bored, omg my throat was like f, n i still smoke.. zzzz.. The pain in the throat is nothing to the heart.. SIGH.......................................... Feel much more better after blogging... yeah... Cya denz..
DO U NO3 I M VERY WORRY ABOUT U... MISSES U MAN, E HUG, THE 1 LINE SMILE, THE ROUND N CUBBY SIDE OF U, JUST ANYTHING. SRY, I REALISE MY MISTAKE, MY MISTAKE OF GIVING U EMPTY PROMISES, PROMISES TAT I BROKE, PROMISES TAT NV SEEN TO BE APPEARING. I M JUST A LIAR... BUT I NV LIAR TO U THIS, MY FEELING FOR U R TRUE, N YEAH TILL U DROP ME. WHICH I DUN THINK U HAVE!! R U WAITING FOR ME? SIGH............................................
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