One Last Time
B4 i start this, no hard feeling, no siding, no sympathy and just nothing, just heard, dun give comment, keep it to yourself. if u wanna say anything call me. I dunnoe m i rite to post this.
I find myself very irritating, i seem to keep bothering her, sms her, show her care, show concern, i seem to be missing the sms, when i receive an sms, i hope is her, chances r 50 -50. Although i tell myself, i cannot sms, no i cannot, dun disturb pple, pple is working. nevertheless i still did, i just wanna no3 is she okie? everything is fine, anything goes wrong in work, anybody disturb u n her health, yeah tat all i wanna no3. Well she did reply, which make me wanna sms more. ha.. We remain as good frenz, we did contact. if u r reading this, U r not hurting me so dun get the wrong idea. I m just hurting myself, cause i m the 1 who cannot give up. it is not your fault n STOP BLAMING yourself for all the fault u make, every1 make mistake, so did i, i hate my ugly pass and the silly,stupidly fuck up thing i did to u ( i dare to admit i 2 time cause i m stupid), i really hate myself for tat, i told myself not to do so, cause i dun wanna follow my fuck up father foot step, he smsed me on my bday, n i nv replied him at all. i dun wanna replied cause i m afraid tat the more he speak to me about himself n how he is suffering the more i will be softhearted toward him. i no3 i hate u alot at tat time n it is very hard for u to overcome it. Sry.
I m saying again i m not trying to get sympathy or anything. i just wanna express this last feeling n tat all. no more emo thing le ba. it make me feel better by expressing it, i m still getting myself up. dun need to tell me how u feel, if not i will regret. All the memories seem to flashing back now, each photo just tell how lovely we r b4, each has it own meaning and name for it. i will not deleted it n will be stored. I just wanna thanx u for everything u have done for me, our 1 year dinner, the food tat u cook, the stuff tat u make, watever u did, bite me, beat me, pitch me.. yeah basically just everything, thanx.. N i hope u will forgive me for the ugly side of me. i guess u no3 wat izzit. haha.. I really hate the coldness u gave me, maybe u nv realise. but i do.
how i wish i could post my chat log with aaron.. but i can't... nvm..cya pple.. Does fate play us apart? or just us? sry if i make u cry again.. i always make u cry de.. sry sry..
Photo does not lie about the happiness in us..
Whether will we be like this again, tat i dunnoe..
Take care
I love n misses u..
B4 i start this, no hard feeling, no siding, no sympathy and just nothing, just heard, dun give comment, keep it to yourself. if u wanna say anything call me. I dunnoe m i rite to post this.
I find myself very irritating, i seem to keep bothering her, sms her, show her care, show concern, i seem to be missing the sms, when i receive an sms, i hope is her, chances r 50 -50. Although i tell myself, i cannot sms, no i cannot, dun disturb pple, pple is working. nevertheless i still did, i just wanna no3 is she okie? everything is fine, anything goes wrong in work, anybody disturb u n her health, yeah tat all i wanna no3. Well she did reply, which make me wanna sms more. ha.. We remain as good frenz, we did contact. if u r reading this, U r not hurting me so dun get the wrong idea. I m just hurting myself, cause i m the 1 who cannot give up. it is not your fault n STOP BLAMING yourself for all the fault u make, every1 make mistake, so did i, i hate my ugly pass and the silly,stupidly fuck up thing i did to u ( i dare to admit i 2 time cause i m stupid), i really hate myself for tat, i told myself not to do so, cause i dun wanna follow my fuck up father foot step, he smsed me on my bday, n i nv replied him at all. i dun wanna replied cause i m afraid tat the more he speak to me about himself n how he is suffering the more i will be softhearted toward him. i no3 i hate u alot at tat time n it is very hard for u to overcome it. Sry.
I m saying again i m not trying to get sympathy or anything. i just wanna express this last feeling n tat all. no more emo thing le ba. it make me feel better by expressing it, i m still getting myself up. dun need to tell me how u feel, if not i will regret. All the memories seem to flashing back now, each photo just tell how lovely we r b4, each has it own meaning and name for it. i will not deleted it n will be stored. I just wanna thanx u for everything u have done for me, our 1 year dinner, the food tat u cook, the stuff tat u make, watever u did, bite me, beat me, pitch me.. yeah basically just everything, thanx.. N i hope u will forgive me for the ugly side of me. i guess u no3 wat izzit. haha.. I really hate the coldness u gave me, maybe u nv realise. but i do.
how i wish i could post my chat log with aaron.. but i can't... nvm..cya pple.. Does fate play us apart? or just us? sry if i make u cry again.. i always make u cry de.. sry sry..
Photo does not lie about the happiness in us..Whether will we be like this again, tat i dunnoe..
Take care
I love n misses u..
posted by Henry at 11:41 PM
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