Blame yourself!
Something just strike me just as i was about to fall asleep, 1 frenz of pmed me n voice out stuff tat was suppose to be clear right from the start. Ha, maybe i have done too many bad thing n pple tend to keep draggin the past out 1by1. Looking at your fault n pin u down, making sure u realise your mistake b4 u make any further steps. I dun get it, i seriously dun get why also, i just dunnoe how to express it out now.
For sure i will not blame them for thinking tat way or talk about me, cause the root of the fault is in me. But can we dun assume thing b4 hearing it from the person itself? I kind of had a ugly past tat i brought myself up to today. Feeling come feeling go, we r all human. It was kind of depressing when u see pple around u leave 1 by 1, even the closers tend to turn away. Maybe pple have give me a chance after a chance, but i dun seem to notice it or should i say i take it for granted. Nobody will speak directly to u n tell u your mistake, they will just shot it around n more pple will no3, den every1 will have a diff kind of mentality toward u. It seem tat i m always the 1 in fault (which i gotta agree at times). Time seem to draw a distance away from me to them. Morning was kind of shitty when u receive a reply from a bro of yours, ( u dun have to know n mind your own bussiness, cause i nv step into your bussiness) *there maybe some words tat i miss or added.
Sry for the thing tat i done, cause watever i do dun seem to be able to fix it. U may think, cherish, care n concern dun seem to appear in my mind, but all i can say u r wrong. What has happen has already happen, there is no turning point to it, but there is a learning point tat we can go thru, although it may seem tat i dun seem to do it. I m just not decisive enough. I m still me. i feel there is a drift it in, hope thing r better if u happen to read this or properly call me up n talk about it rather den just leave thing unsaid n the outcome will be worst. Thanx. i know u care......
Something just strike me just as i was about to fall asleep, 1 frenz of pmed me n voice out stuff tat was suppose to be clear right from the start. Ha, maybe i have done too many bad thing n pple tend to keep draggin the past out 1by1. Looking at your fault n pin u down, making sure u realise your mistake b4 u make any further steps. I dun get it, i seriously dun get why also, i just dunnoe how to express it out now.
For sure i will not blame them for thinking tat way or talk about me, cause the root of the fault is in me. But can we dun assume thing b4 hearing it from the person itself? I kind of had a ugly past tat i brought myself up to today. Feeling come feeling go, we r all human. It was kind of depressing when u see pple around u leave 1 by 1, even the closers tend to turn away. Maybe pple have give me a chance after a chance, but i dun seem to notice it or should i say i take it for granted. Nobody will speak directly to u n tell u your mistake, they will just shot it around n more pple will no3, den every1 will have a diff kind of mentality toward u. It seem tat i m always the 1 in fault (which i gotta agree at times). Time seem to draw a distance away from me to them. Morning was kind of shitty when u receive a reply from a bro of yours, ( u dun have to know n mind your own bussiness, cause i nv step into your bussiness) *there maybe some words tat i miss or added.
Sry for the thing tat i done, cause watever i do dun seem to be able to fix it. U may think, cherish, care n concern dun seem to appear in my mind, but all i can say u r wrong. What has happen has already happen, there is no turning point to it, but there is a learning point tat we can go thru, although it may seem tat i dun seem to do it. I m just not decisive enough. I m still me. i feel there is a drift it in, hope thing r better if u happen to read this or properly call me up n talk about it rather den just leave thing unsaid n the outcome will be worst. Thanx. i know u care......
posted by Henry at 1:32 AM
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