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shag man.. everyday just so bz, dun even have the time to think of wat to do or plan for weekend.. haiz.. sad.. being wondering around for quiet a long time, felt it was stupid to do thing tat has i can dun do, just wanna take a break man. pOhooo~~

wat can i do or wat should i do nxt time? hmmmm study? feel like but can i get in? i not sure man. frenz around me r planning to further study but i m still lost in the ocean~~

was thinking wat went wrong or it is a good thing tat both of us broke up. i really have no time in weekdays neither is she on weekend. well thing r pretty much diff compare to last time, there is no longer i wait for u or u wait for me, all seem to be by itself. the future that we seem to pursue is no longer there, both hv diff mind set n goals. i won't say tat life without her is not as colourful as b4, but somehow another it seem much quiet. too used to some1 around me complaining about work, herself etc etc etc. lolx. well life goes on, she like wat she is doing now n is happy with it, so i guess it best not to bother so much as b4. When i know she is sick or injury, somehow another i would wish to just take care of her for that moment, after which i will just leave, someone else will take care of her, i just feel so. ha. i question n ask myself thing which i could not ans, it is better this way? after working n building this r/s for so long, it just ended up with a word tat break the chain. it is worth it? i tot thing r goin smooth n it would go on n on. so how another i knew this will happen when i make the decision, we cannot be so selfish in life, many of us would wanna do thing which they may not be able to do so in the future, so y not just support them? i deeply appreciated the thing tat she supported me, mentally n emotionally, to who i m now. i m sorry to say this, but i hope she really go n think of wat she wan n wake up her idea, not for me but for her ownself. Christmas is coming!!!!! wOoOOhOooo... LONG BREAK!!! i guess i would just leave thing as it is......