Confuse!

Apparently, i dunnoe wat to do or wat to say. i dunnoe wat should i do or what can be done? Went to see a sport doc today, he does not seem to be interested nor anything, i told him about my injury n he question me back with Y u got so many probleM? Z_z X-ray show tat nothing is wrong with me. is it a psychology problem? or m i sick n tired of the thing i m doing tat i wanna quit? or is there any problem with it? i really dunnoe, frenz who has the same problem as me advice me to go for other specialist to do a bone scan. Z_z
There seem to be a few Factor that is stopping me from doing it, 1 of it is i dun really which to leave the people around me, 2 is the people under me. AR!!!! really confuse man. Afraid to face the truth? Afraid wat others may think? it being bothering me for months, is there really a problem or m i just giving an excuse to get out of thing n relax for the nxt 10month? i really dunnoe. how m i goin to tell him? will he think tat actually i m just pushing my stuff away? which i normally dun.

can some1 advice mE?

I m tired.
maybe i need a break. a long 1?
but i cannot afford to do so!
It is due to the responsibility i have...

M i all out for it?

or should i just dun bother about it...

Time is something both of us dun have, just hope thing turn out well. it all up to individual to handle thing. Just simply hope nothing goes wrong. =)