Confuse!

Apparently, i dunnoe wat to do or wat to say. i dunnoe wat should i do or what can be done? Went to see a sport doc today, he does not seem to be interested nor anything, i told him about my injury n he question me back with Y u got so many probleM? Z_z X-ray show tat nothing is wrong with me. is it a psychology problem? or m i sick n tired of the thing i m doing tat i wanna quit? or is there any problem with it? i really dunnoe, frenz who has the same problem as me advice me to go for other specialist to do a bone scan. Z_z
There seem to be a few Factor that is stopping me from doing it, 1 of it is i dun really which to leave the people around me, 2 is the people under me. AR!!!! really confuse man. Afraid to face the truth? Afraid wat others may think? it being bothering me for months, is there really a problem or m i just giving an excuse to get out of thing n relax for the nxt 10month? i really dunnoe. how m i goin to tell him? will he think tat actually i m just pushing my stuff away? which i normally dun.

can some1 advice mE?

I m tired.
maybe i need a break. a long 1?
but i cannot afford to do so!
It is due to the responsibility i have...

M i all out for it?

or should i just dun bother about it...

Time is something both of us dun have, just hope thing turn out well. it all up to individual to handle thing. Just simply hope nothing goes wrong. =)

Sunday Morning

Time fly man, another week have past. It seem to be a long time since i last met her, here we go, today she flew again, when will be able to met agaiN? It just feel kind of weird when she flew, although i know she will be back, but still it just kind of feel weird ba. Knowing that her job

, still, i kind of miss her, maybe cause i m a little emo. lolx. wanted to type lots of stuff, but suddenly no mood to do so. We do have plan for our future, just hoping it will work out

n thing will turn out better as time goes by. Both really dun have much time for 1

another, her work time n my is totally ops. lolx. Well, all i can say is both just

have to wait for the time.. It took us long to get used to the thing we

have. This pic is taken at taiwan, lolx, it like during feb? Happen

to met her over there while i was having my rar. We did

not plan it. she went there for her holiday. hee

Well, there all folks, nothing much to say,

she will be back tonight. wee. just

like to say a few words. Dear

I really love you

Tc.