FATIGUED!

Oh my

It was a phenomenon week

Seem so jaded

Bits and pieces of it r just floating in my mind

Thinking of which....

However

It will be tacit!

Yawnz.

Nite!

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Blame yourself!

Something just strike me just as i was about to fall asleep, 1 frenz of pmed me n voice out stuff tat was suppose to be clear right from the start. Ha, maybe i have done too many bad thing n pple tend to keep draggin the past out 1by1. Looking at your fault n pin u down, making sure u realise your mistake b4 u make any further steps. I dun get it, i seriously dun get why also, i just dunnoe how to express it out now.

For sure i will not blame them for thinking tat way or talk about me, cause the root of the fault is in me. But can we dun assume thing b4 hearing it from the person itself? I kind of had a ugly past tat i brought myself up to today. Feeling come feeling go, we r all human. It was kind of depressing when u see pple around u leave 1 by 1, even the closers tend to turn away. Maybe pple have give me a chance after a chance, but i dun seem to notice it or should i say i take it for granted. Nobody will speak directly to u n tell u your mistake, they will just shot it around n more pple will no3, den every1 will have a diff kind of mentality toward u. It seem tat i m always the 1 in fault (which i gotta agree at times). Time seem to draw a distance away from me to them. Morning was kind of shitty when u receive a reply from a bro of yours, ( u dun have to know n mind your own bussiness, cause i nv step into your bussiness) *there maybe some words tat i miss or added.

Sry for the thing tat i done, cause watever i do dun seem to be able to fix it. U may think, cherish, care n concern dun seem to appear in my mind, but all i can say u r wrong. What has happen has already happen, there is no turning point to it, but there is a learning point tat we can go thru, although it may seem tat i dun seem to do it. I m just not decisive enough. I m still me. i feel there is a drift it in, hope thing r better if u happen to read this or properly call me up n talk about it rather den just leave thing unsaid n the outcome will be worst. Thanx. i know u care......

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

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One Last Cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf

I saw you holding hands

Standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone

Wishing all my feelings was gone

I gave my best to you

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry

[Chorus:]

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I gotta put you out of my mind this time

Stop living a lie

I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here

You were there

Guess we never could agree

While the sun shines on you

I need some love to rain on me

Still I sit all alone

Wishing all my feelings was gone

Gotta get over you

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry

[Chorus:]

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I gotta put you out of my mind

For the very last time

Stop living a lie

[Bridge:]

I know I gotta be strong

Cause round me life goes on and on

And on ....And on ....

[Chorus:]

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I gotta put you out of my mind

For the very last time

Been living a lie

I guess I'm down,

I guess I'm down,

I guess I'm down...

I guess I'm down...

To my last cry...