Shag!!!

it being 7 days, ytd was the last day of the wake, people come people go.wat can i say? god bless u great grandma.

the pain seem to be worst, uncle keep reminding me to see a doc, hmmmm i just wanna know wat wrong with it, n hopefully it can be cure, but i doubt so la, it will take a long long long time man.. lolx.. it is irritating.. it come n goes when ever it one.. Z_z

Grandpa is a joker man, out of the sudden he gave me a tap n console me, >.<>

i am confuse how thing work, i dun get the idea of why will it be this way, this time it seem different. Disappointment is thing only word i could discribe.

Fairwell Brunei!!

FINALLY, i am back from brunei trip, no longer gonna be there for anything. hahaha. hmm suppose to be back on the 28th but due to some family matter, i have to flew back earlier to attend the wake. Wat a month, wat a day, wat an hour man. too many thing just happen in 1 go, personal stuff, family, r/s. WHOoooo sux man. Really cannot make up my mind man. Trying to focus on thing tat i wanna do, being thinking alot lately, why must always thing happen den i start to think? would'nt it be too late? lolx..

trying to get used to my new lifestyle man, it just a matter of time to get used to it i guess. kind of confuse with the action that she is doing, is tat wat she really wan? what do i wan? i still cannot get a ans out of it, but i do know i have thing to focus on, still thinking of wat to do. ha. i know it will happen when i go to brunei, cause it 3 week off, anything can happen, kind of prepare for it. So what the nxt plan?

~~Brunei~~

It another flight sydrome again, best of all, this time is 2.. haiz. really dun wish to go man, but look, do i have a choice not to? i dun man. not at all. i just could only bear with it. the pain n suffering we goin thru agaiN? haiz. really hate it man. AR!!!! lolx..

Well nxt of all is between us man, haiz, dunnoe wat went wrong n wats wrong with us. hmmm has being wondering 2 man. goin to just leave thing behind. is not tat good man. tc

nice song

ALL OUT OF LOVE

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you hurt too but what else can we do

Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile and my heart

For times when my life feels so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring

When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I 'm all out of love, what am I without you

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home

Away from this long lonely nights

I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too

Does the feeling seem oh so right

And what would you say if I called on you now

And said that I can't hold on

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Chorus

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?