Damn myself!!!

I guess i m not mature enough to make any decision, i dun seem to be able to do so. i dunnoe why, izzit cause i dun wan? or cause i dun feel like it? i seriously dunnoe, izzit cause i goin army to the extend tat i give up r/s? my days r number, n my mind it just, how to survive... As for other thing, it just come n go...

4 the past 8month, some1 is there taking care of me, doing thing which is so hard to be truth, but u have to see it with your own eyes den u will know, i nv believe there is some1 doing this, till the extend maybe she is forcing herself to do so ba. i have disappointed n hurt her again n again. but she seem to hold on again, till the extend she gave up... which she has... i dun really which to talk about it...

It time to think...
Sry MY...