Tuesday

It was so tiring after work, but nevertheless i went to meet 1 of my CIE bro for dinner. RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. I was early, so i waited for him at city hall, but guess who i saw? wahahaha.. Zhi hao n Diana.. hmm gd to see them still together.ha..

Stopped for a couple of months, but early in the morning, there is just the urge for me to smoke, so i bought a pack, n it does feel good after smoking, dunnoe y, i guess it just psychology part only. ha

had a 1 on 1 talk with rain, n it make me feel alot better, but it somehow another feel the same 2. ha. but it is definately better den b4. he did give a few suggestion. he did tell me his point of view. so many thing happen, i seriously just wonder wat i really wan. it is not i dunnoe u, it more like we hardy talk le. more like there r so many thing nv say. more like there is so many thing undone, more like we just say, rather den do thing. ha...

Anyway... Rain, thanx... i guess it still the same.ha.

Routine of my Life

Everyday is the same to me. Monday to Sunday. Work work work. From monday, i start work at 8am n end work at 8pm. After which, either i go for my dinner alone or with mum. if not i will jolly well go hm n rest. Nxt day is the same. Ha. Den it come to saturday, the best part, they pay u $12/hr, simply just sit down n wait n wait n wait... till 3pm u may leave, or even later... ha. after which, thing nv change, i went home n rest. THE END. Sunday, hmm same as saturday 2.haha..

I dunnoe u r reading my blog not, if u r... i m happy... suddenly i just lost of words n thing tat i wish to type, I still no3 who u r, n wat kind of thing u expect... it just....nvm. i dun wish to just type here. i rather talk it out infront of u. but i guess the chances of it is like 0.1%. ha.

feel like typing alot

but

i dunnoe how to say

so i guess

Silent will do the job

It being a long time...

Owww man...

When was the last time i smokE?
I feel like smoking again!

Due to the fact tat...

So many thing is happening...

I dunnoe wat to do...

where should i head...

wat m i suppose to do...

I wish tat 1 stick will wake up my idea...

I do need advice...

I do need help...

I do need to know thing...

But...

i m really confuseD...
So many thing have change...

Tat include me...

Time fly...

To the extend tat...

It has being...

7th month...

&

To the extend tat...

I hate myself...

Life goes on...

Sometime...

I just wish to...

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